i've been slowly gathering up all my things and getting all my business taken care of. it's a super tedious process, man. there's so many little things to do that it just takes up SO much time. don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining. i'm happy to be where i am right now. there's just so much to do!
it has FINALLY turned into summer, or something resembling it. about time. i'm getting so sick of walking around in jackets. it is JUNE, mother nature. anyway, this summer i'm going to take piano up again. (not that i ever really left, but i stopped taking lessons.) it should be good. i miss doing something that i'm really good at. i also have to get a car at some point during the summer, because i'm going to start taking classes at SLCC in the fall. i'm just starting over - clean slate. i'm pretty excited. i like feeling like i have some direction in life.
so i've been hanging out with some new people lately, and it's been really good. it's nice to hang out with people that don't know me and don't have preconceived ideas about me. i can deal with people talking about me, but i'd rather not (naturally). so it's been really nice to just start over with new people, you know? i feel like i'm finally living life on my own terms, and doing what's best for me. my whole life has been about making others happy, or making others like me, or living up to others' expectations. i'm finally living for me, and i'm the happiest i've ever been. :)
