life

sometimes my life is great, and sometimes it's really confusing. right now it's really confusing. a lot of things are happening all at once, and i'm not really sure what to do about any of them.
i'm trying to live my life how i usually do, but it's hard sometimes. i guess once i figure things out i'll write about them, but for now, they're going to remain private.
anyway, i guess i just need to decompress somehow. you know when you get anxious or you know that something is bad is going to happen you get major butterflies? that's how i feel all the time now. i could use a little relaxation. i'm stressed.
anyway, last saturday i was in the avalon school of cosmetology's hair show! i was in the 'lord of the rings' group, and i was dressed up as the tower. (i've never seen lotr, so i'm not sure if 'the tower' is its official name or not. sorryyy!)

my best friend sierra (a student at the school) was the ring. hooray for us!
uhhm, i really don't have much else to say today.
besides the fact that my big cat has been sick for the past week and it's making me really sad because he's so depressed. :( but i can't afford to take him to the vet! ohh dear. :(